At least I have options to pick from I thought. I knew there was no stopping me. But that still didn't stop from overanalyzing. I even wrote a few sentences to defend how I felt. To DEFEND that I fell in Love with this human being during a period of a week. No, this is not a story about love at first sight. Nor a story about summer love.
Nope, we had been dating for a couple of months or so.. And prior to this summer week I had love for him, but I was not quite in love. I don't know why exactly that week I fell in love. Maybe it was something about the east coast air.. Yes, my Cali Chanclas had never stepped foot in the concrete streets of Brooklyn! Or maybe some stars and heavens aligned that week.. It's hard to say, no need for explanation, it just happened. You know? Like, (Yes! Like) the big bang theory, the universe just happened.
Love just happens....no explanation-nor do I care to know or listen to scientist on the discovery channel explain the physiology or neurological "science" behind it (referring to the it! It=LOVE).
I had to confess it... Oh hell no..some of you might say.. No Mujer don't say it. Mujeres don't say it first. Got say, I been called gutsy, despite the fact that I can come off shy. I have the odd and perhaps blessed ability to be terrible at hiding my feelings..
On one night I let my fear go.
... Confess my fear...confess! Let it out... Let it out... I LOVE You! I just do..
And everyday I LOVE YOU... No longer is LOVE my fear. LOVE IS MY strength.